Today is not a good day for me. I am very stressed. Frankly that is the understatement of the year. I am about ready to pull my hair out. A couple nights ago I could not fall asleep and of course all your demons come out at night. I got up and went to the living room where I cried and cried for about an hour. I didn't help a single bit.
My (our) life is basically on hold. We cannot plan for any sort of future because we have no clue were, or what, we will be doing at that time. I would love to plan some luxury vacations, or finally make an appointment so that we can all visit the dentist (which is going to be a huge bill), or to make some home improvements, but again our life is on hold.
We better do some business today or I am going to have a serious talk with God about him doing his fair share. I think we turned this business over to Him a long time ago but lately he just has not been pulling his weight.